"cAreLeSs wHisPer"

bliss..........

2008-09-21T02:53:00.001+08:00

#me and honey at firemen#

to the whiners.............

2008-09-21T02:47:00.002+08:00

STOP WHINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ain't gonna change a thing unless u start acting.

so what are u waiting for????????????????
GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fresh breath........

2008-09-21T02:35:00.003+08:00

(me in the car on the way to The Ship at Damansara Utama)

after months in school, finally i am thorough with it.
thank God.
i am finally able to put my hair down and enjoy life.

ps: thanks for the treat honey. i love u lots!!!!!!!

scHooL...

2008-09-21T01:27:00.005+08:00

my class kids.....
form 4 budi

my moral class students......
form 4 budi / 4 kerjasama

cravings.......

2008-09-21T01:04:00.004+08:00

everyone crave for something once in a while.
yes, we do!
don't try to deny that.
it doesn't matter what we all crave for as long as it is satisfy us both mentally and emotionally.
haha.....

as for me, right now, i crave for this..........................................

yeah, right.
i do crave for that ( i mean him) but.......
the thing that i really want is

secret recipe's chocolate indulgence

life's a bitch....

2008-09-19T16:18:00.002+08:00

hey....
i know that i've promise to update daily once i'm done with my teaching
but........the thing is my comp is still crash.
even right now i'm doing this post from jen's comp (bless her kind heart :). )
so, anyway... nothing interesting happen so far.
life as the title of this post is still a bitch.
honey and i are fine.
my students are doing just fine without me.
kinda miss them but oh well...they'll do fine without me.
i can bet on that.
plus, i don't really have a passion for teaching. it kinda suck. especially when u're dealing with kids that think that they're a bunch of smart ass. but the fact that they have an ego that doesn't match their intellectual abilities actually makes them *really* a bunch of retard.
yes, u r smart but have it ever occured to u that if u are really smarter than me then i wouldn't even be there teaching u as ur teacher??????
i guess not. coz all u think of is that "hey, there's a new teacher. let's give her hell!".
yup...as much as u try ur very best to fail me, i still manage to pull through.
coz i believe that the brickwall is there for a reason.
it's not there to prevent me from going to the other side but there to make me think of an alternative to pass through it.
so, let's toast to the future of our youngs who smart they may be but have an attitudes that if they copntinue to keep it up, i feel so sorry that u will only be an asshole in ur life.
thanks for painting my life and thanks for showing me that education is really not just scoring As but also about getting the attitudes right.
u guys rock and good luck in your future undertakings.

p/s:
have it ever occured ti u what's the diference between school and life?
in school u're taught a lesson then a test.
in life, u're given a test that teaches u a lesson.

that's all for now
till then...

XOXO

students....

2008-09-07T18:34:00.001+08:00

dear students...
should you come across my blog...
do link me to ur page, k
it's easier for me to keep updated on ur post.
thanks.
xoxo
teacher

update...

2008-04-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

lack of updates........
i know!
been superbusy for the past few month...
will update soon.
chow... ;)
gotta do more work.

"i got tagged"

2007-11-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

LIST OF TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:

1) living life to the fullest :p
(yeah...i'm a simple gal' at heart)

2) graduate on time
(that's important coz i wanna further my studies after that)

3) christiano ronaldo?
(haha...he is so yummy :p)

4) a perfect soulmate :)

5) blessed by God
(that's important to achieve whatever i want in life)

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS:

my ever jovial bro, keith kueh whom i met during our brief encounter
during high school

YOUR 5 IMPRESSION ABOUT HIM/HER

1) A jovial person

2) he look kinda kiddish

3) Friendly

4) smart ass :p

5) great person with a great personality

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAVE DONE FOR YOU

this is not exactly what he's done for me specifically or anything. it's probably something that's not intentional and stuff. but my kid bro has been great in making my high school time particularly during my form six memorable. he's there to provide sunshine when it rain with his jovial personality. not to mention, his 'kiddish' attitude. yes bro, u're like the silver lining in the cloud.

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE EVER SAID

sis, i miss u la... lol. ;p
(hey...it's nice when ppl said that they miss you la, k.
it means that you're such a loveable person. rofl! )

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL ...

hmmmm...i don't know. never think of it. pretty comfortable with the way we are now.
i mean, i don't know. hey... what kind of question is this????
oh well... maybe i can modify the question a lil bit.

"why do you think that he would be a good lover?"

haha...for girls out there, my bro here is great person with a great personality.
most importantly is that he got a heart of gold.
guarantee can lead you to live a spiritual life. :p
a survivor since he's a BB. yeah...he is.
he can cook too. so, no need to eat maggie mee.
oh... he's doin something related to engineering so he might be a future engineer.
bright future ahead :)
apart from all this recommendation by me, please feel free to call 016*******
hehe.... :p

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, YOU WILL ...

be sad and mourn the loss of a great friend
(serious, k. no kidding.)

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE

unforeseen circumstances?
can't be over a guy coz i'm sure he's not gay and vice versa.

"a dog call max"

2007-11-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

lately... my honey has a sudden craze about dog.
particularly about the dalmation breed.
he said that it was the best dog that anyone could own.... yeah right!!!!

why? why? why? could it be because he just got a Dal as his pet????
i really don't know. *sigh*

but really, what is so great about dog?
hey, i get the whole point that they are loveable, hugeable and all....
but can it be compare to a million zillion times better girlfriend like me????????
*sigh* again!

i really don't get it.

i know i sound silly for getting jealous over a dog. i mean, come on! it's not like he's cheating on me or something.
right?????

anyway, here are the pic of my honey's Dal.

his name is Max btw.

he is such a spoil brat. do u know that he broke his leash countless times????
such a strong dog! and not only that, he's also growing bigger and bigger every single seconds.

honey is so so so so sooooooo into it!

every single time we went to the bookstore, he never fails to browse through the animals and pets section. the reason??? he just want to 'understand' his flurry friend better.
(wanna know something, max eat McD. serious!!! he's definitely the star with honey)

not only that, honey never complains when he has to cover the expenses for max.
the dal requires high maintainance fee, k.
*sigh*

i was telling honey the other day that i would like a dog too some time in the future.
guess what? his face brighten up straight away.

he said, "so what type of dog do u have in mind exactly?"
i said, "well, i want a st.bernard dog coz it's big, and fat. i find the dog very adorable."

so after that, he brought me to this pet section where they have all sorts of book on st. bernard.
and that's when i found out that my future dog would probabaly be as big as i am and would weight around 90kg.

my goodness! that 's so damn heavy. how am i supposed to carry my dog next time?
well... i guess the fact that i'm pretty ignorant of all this pets stuff is finally coming out.

here are some pics of the dal....

max doin his thing...

alvin and max in the hut

christopher and alvin with max

and presentinggggggggggggggg........

the proud owner of the dal
a.k.a my honey
(picture taken when we're out for ice cream at the curve's baskin robbin.)

nice song make me happy

2007-11-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

this is sooooo my fav song of the moment...
enjoy! :p

"tattoo"
by jordin sparks

oh oh oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

 I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
 Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken 
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction 
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do 
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
There's still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
 I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction (don't look back)
 I loved you once, needed protection (no, no)
You’re still a part of everything I do 
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
I can’t waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
 I realized nothings broken
 No need to worry about everything I’ve done (no need to worry)
 Live every second like it was my last one
 Don’t look back at got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
 I loved you once and I needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do 
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

(everytime i listen to this song, it'll give me butterfly all over my stomach... :p hiaks... )

nice song make me happy.... :p
happy that i might want a pacifier for my coming birthday.
just kidding, k!

what i did when i can't sleep....

2007-11-07T02:24:00.000+08:00

hello.... by the time i'm posting this entry, my eyes are really really STILL wide awake like an owl. don't know why... sleepless night? nope! i sleep soundly whenever i want to. hiaks :) probably due to the weather. it's so damn hot here... :(
(no...i'm not gonna say that it's hot like hell coz i don't plan to have a taste of it and don't even wanna visit it.)

oh...

i'm actually gonna post up some random pics of me and honey eating at this coffee shop near sec17. food is good. personally, i like the chicken rice there. as for honey, he prefer the beef noodle. nevertheless both is good.
(not to sure of the rest though coz i never get to try others out as i keep getting tempted by my fav chicken rice there)

btw, the food must be good as the kopitiam is always pack with humans.
(of course la human...takkan monkeys, right? heh... )

here are some of the pics that i took with my cam...

that's the beef noodle. kinda different than the conventional one that we always had. but trust me, it's delicious. this is honey's fav.
(the uncle who own the stall is very friendly. he can speak very good english too.
hey...who say noodle seller not educated????!!!!!!!!! he is, ok! furthermore, this
uncle always give me extra helpings. hehe... don't know why.
so, i guess i am that loveable after all :p uncle told me the other day that he wants
his daughter to be like me. no kidding, ok?!)

that's the chicken plus char siew. i didn't take the picture of the rice though. heh :p really delicious! the uncle is very generous with me. i think he gave me extra portion most of the time. hehe...

even the soup of the beef noodle is delicious. at least that's what my honey think...

me enjoying my meal.... still got time to pose even when eating :)

sorry... just have to put this in. :p

that's my honey :)
(why la look like that? isn't that your fav food? honey always have puffy eyes)

honey enjoying his food.
btw, i always think that he look very flattering with that shirt that he has on ;)

well...after the scrumptious lunch, we headed to the curve to had ice cream. hehe... guess what ice cream? baskin robbins :p i know. your mouth is watering already...hiaks.

but but but.......
before that, it wouldnt be complete without a pic of me and my honey.
so in the car we took a snap la even though he's driving...

just kidding! he's not superman, k. we took the pic when we stop at the traffic light.
my honey values life, k. he's a very good driver.

random stuff...

2007-11-06T00:41:00.001+08:00

for the past few weeks, i've been busy with lotsa assignment and test. very tense la... :( now that i'm in my exam break.... i feel.... i feel.... i feel....
kinda BORED!!!!!!!!!
yup... i just said i'm bored without all all the stuff that others loath so much. weird huh?! don't ask me why. i don't know myself... hmmm... i'm rantings all by myself now...
i'm bored!

i was thinking maybe i should post up some candid that i took during my shakespeare on screen filming. how bout that? :p hehe....
(btw, shakespeare on screen is a course that i took in uni this sem that require us to film a scene from shakespeare's play. my group re-enact tha scene from the taming of the shrew... and guess who the shrew is???? haha... to find out more, check out my youtube account.)

this is a pic from one of the scene from our short movie... supposedly the scene where these ppl come to "meminang" a.k.a ask hand for marriage la...
(it's taken by my darling friend, ken who accidentally snap this pic when he's actually supposed to film it)

this is my sis, bianca a.k.a kenny simon. he look gorgeous, right? the many wonders of make-up. *sigh*
(pls don't ask me whether he's staright or not coz honestly i don't. a nice fella though. hehe...anyone interested? i can be the matchmaker here...)

signior baptisata and kate 'the shrew'. haha...
(looi and me actually supposedly don't see ears to ears in the story. we're 'supposed to be father and daughter btw. but...who can stand a shrew so...expect trouble. hiaks.. :) )

that's half of my gang after we finish filming. dinner is at Johnny's place.
(food is so so only. do not, i repeat DO NOT go there if you're dead hungry, so not worth it. quite pricy and the portion is very small. some of us have to end up eating maggie mien at night.... sacrifices we have to maqke for our assignment. *sigh*)

that's oliver, benjy's lil bro and benjamin.
-throughout the whole dinner time they are talking in some chinese dialect which i can't comprehend. sad la... :( -

-ben and ken-

why la ben u so bad take pic with kenny half naked??? *sigh* self entertainment for us after shooting whole day :p ken is not aware of what we did here... haha...

-me and ken-
aih...me say ben do this, me also the same. hiaks... must take the oportunity when it presnet itself...

oliver a.k.a signior gremio
(he doesn't even look that old apart from all that make up and powder that we ask him to put on... some ppl are just mean to look young all their lifes. it's a compliment, k oli. don't be mad! what were you thinking of at that time??? me? me? me? come on! no need to be shy! :p )

atul and sha
they personified the meaning of 'perempuan melayu terakhir yang ayu dan menarik'.

me and johnny
don't we look lovely together?? :p haha... of course! we're the supposedly the hero and heroin of our movie. yup...i'm the shrew and my honey is the one who 'tame' me. hehe...

i guess that's all for now. will blog again some other time when i feel like it.
yup, i only blog when i feel like it.
hiaks... ;)
will update soon!
XOXO

personality test!

2007-11-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

hey guys... i stumble upon this while browsing through the net. pretty interesting. check it out. not sure if it's true though. so, "disclaimer: i'm not responsible for any outcome from taking the test yourself". hehe... enjoy! :p

First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your hands.
If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left Considerate, traditional, indirect type can instinctively read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right: Loves challenges type Straightforward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left :(well...i belong to this category :P hiaks... ) Dedicated, cold, perfectionist Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right :Likes to take care of others, leader type Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

This is REALLY beautiful....

2007-09-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

God, Why did You make me Black?
Why did You make someone the world wants to hold back?
Black is the color of dirty clothes, the color of grimy hands and feet.
Black is the color of darkness, the color of tire-beaten streets.
Why did You give me thick lips, a broad nose and kinky hair?
Why did You make someone who receives the hatred stare?
Black is the color of the bruised eye when someone gets hurt.
Black is the color of darkness, Black is the color of dirt.
How come my bone structure's so thick, my hips and cheeks are high?
How come my eyes are brown and not the color of daylight sky?
Why do people think I'm useless? How come I feel so used?
Why do some people see my skin and think I should be abused?
God I just don't understand. What is it about my skin?
Why do some people want to hate me and not know the person within?
Black is what people are "listed" when others want to keep them away.
Black is the color of shadows cast. Black is the end of the day.
God you know my own people mistreat me and I know this just ain't right.
They don't like my hair. They say I'm too dark or too light.
God don't You think it's time for You to make a change?
Why don't You re-do creation and make everyone the same?
GOD ANSWERED:
Why did I make you Black? Why did I make you Black?
Get off your knees and look around. Tell me, what do you see?
I didn't make you in the image of darkness, I made you in likeness of ME!
I made you the color of coal from which beautiful diamonds are formed.
I made you the color of oil, the Black gold that keeps people warm.
I made you from the rich, dark earth that can grow the food you need.
Your color's the same as the black stallion, a majestic animal is he.
I didn't make you in the image of darkness.
I made you in likeness of ME!
All the colors of the heavenly rainbow can be found throughout every nation.
But when all of those colors were blended, you became my greatest creation.
Your hair is the texture of lamb's wool. Such a humble little creature is he.
I am the Shepherd who watches them. I am the One who will watch over thee.
You are the color of midnight sky. I put the stars' glitter in your eyes.
There is a smile hidden behind your pain. That's why your cheeks are so high.
You are the color of dark clouds formed, when I send My strongest weather.
I made your lips full so when you kiss the one that you love,
they will remember.
Your stature is strong, your bone structure is thick ...
to withstand the burdens of time.
The reflection you see in the mirror... The image that looks back is MINE!

"something to ponder on... :p"

2007-09-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

CONFIDENCE:
Once all village people decided to pray for rain. On the day of prayer all people gathered and only one boy came with an
Umbrella...... That's Confidence..

TRUST:
Trust should be like the feeling of a one year old baby when you throw him in the air, he laughs.....because he knows you will,
Catch him.... that's Trust

HOPE:
Every night we go to bed, we have no assurance to get up alive in the next morning but still we have plans for the coming

Day....that's Hope..

KEEP CONFIDENCE!

TRUST OTHERS!!

NEVER LOSE HOPE!!

Girls should read this... :p

2007-09-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.

Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me."

I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!"

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?"

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said lets get a pair for each outfit. We went onto the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you...she was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis. I think I threw her for a loop when I said, "That's fine, honey." She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation she finally said, "I think this is all
dear, let's go to the cashier."

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, "No honey, I don't feel like it."

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled "WHAT?"

I then said "honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman." And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, "Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?"

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....

*the moral of the story is, we should always accept our partner for who they are and not for what they could offer you or as in the case of this girl, not what the guy could buy you!

CHEERS... :)

a.n.e.s.c.y

2007-08-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

Another day goes by and I find myself loving you more

Never will I love you less than before

Every moment spent with you is a time of bliss

Sadness falls upon me when of you I’d start to miss

Cuddling up with you takes all the pain away

Yesterdays always turn out gr8 and it leaves me looking forward to today

Stuff honey wrote for me :p

2007-08-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

Anne-thology vol.1

1) 24 Bars

When it comes to you, I only have positive stuff to say

You cross my mind every time, everyday

I love the texture of your hair

And your complexion that’s smooth and fair

When you hug me, I realize you’re someone that I hold dear

Your voice is among the sweetest sounds that I can hear

Your shiny buffed nails

Amazes me it never fails

Life’s moments with you which I’ve had the privilege to share

Has revealed to me how much you care

When I’m sick, I can count on you for the remedy

Whenever I need a laugh, I can tease you with comedy

Though there are times I go overboard and make you mad

Which in turn eats me up with remorse and makes me feel bad

Please look past my shortcomings and focus on the times we’ve had

I don’t want to lose you…

I don’t want that period of unparalleled sadness

I still want to be yours and bask in the aura of happiness

What evidence would you like that will reveal to you my adoration

I will be that prosecutor hell bent on a conviction

If loving you is a crime

I’m ready to do my time

I’ve been arrested by your beauty and personality

And I would like to serve a life sentence in the jail of your heart

2) A new chapter

My life’s journey with you have been bliss

There is no other experience that could rival this

Whenever I’m not in your presence of you I’d miss

It was a night with all the stars in line when you gave me my first kiss

As it was planted on my cheek

I realize this surpasses all forms of happiness I had tried to seek

Coupled with a hug, it left me feeling smug

As we locked chests, I realize you’re far above the rest

After all, you’re my treasure chest

The hug made me feel more loved as its nature is one that’s heart to heart

With you, this new chapter of life I’m glad to start

There isn’t anything in the world I’d trade you for

You’re everything that I’ve ever wanted and even more

3) My sole wish

Why do I need to wish for more?

When what I have right now is greater than before

I have the hands to write poems that brings smiles to your face

A car that can bring you to your favorite place

Legs that allows me to accompany you for a walk

A mouth that permits me to vocalize sweet words when we talk

An ear that enables me to hear

All the words you say to me, dear

A nose that allows me to sniff the aroma you exude

Which makes me feel that a part of you life, I’ve been included

Lastly, I have a memory that allows me to remember you when we’re not together

My sole wish… This goes on forever.

4) The summary

This text is my labor of love

To show of you I put no one above

I wrote something relatively easy to comprehend

And there is no need to crack your head to understand

It can be read as verse or prose

As a rose by any other name is still a rose

After all this is written due to what I feel for you, which is adoration

Like all other text penned for you this too reveals my appreciation

But since simplicity is the essence of good expression

And long windedness is only external ornamentation

This will be the last poem/ love letter

You’re right; as long as I write from the heart what I write doesn’t matter

It is the shortest word for me, the sweetest word for me and the only one for me

Put it together it is; I love you

(Hope you like it because all of my future poems and love letters to you will consist of these three words only).

5) The repetitive declaration

Coming up with new rhymes is taxing on my brain

Seems like my intellectual ability is going down the drain

However when I don’t make you happy I feel pain

So I press on writing poems because your happiness is my gain

When you run through my thoughts, of you I’d start to miss

I know you’re an sms person so I texted you a message that sounded like this

I love you every single moment of every passing day

My emotions for you will always be that way

But because you didn’t get my messages regarding my feelings

I got to send it to you over and over prefaced with different headings

Therefore among hose messages there were only some slight variations

It stayed mainly the same because the constant was my emotion

The constant would be the last two lines that stayed the same

Though it is quite repetitive I hope you won’t think it’s lame

I wanna make you feel that your effort in loving me is not something done in vain

Hence I express my love to you time and time again

A romantic attachment towards you

Is the only feeling I know how

It’s the only feeling I’d wanna show

I know my feelings for you will never be less because it will always grow.

6) The gift

In my life you have been God’s gift

So whenever I’m with you my spirit gets a lift

People always say the grass on the other side is greener

I take pride in knowing that other than you there is none better

You are full of positive traits that exude loveliness

Particularly when I mess up; I got to experience your forgiveness

I miss those various expressions on your face

Even the one where you say, “Hmmph” and stare out the window

Though it reduces my chance to receive from you an embrace

It makes me feel of your command I’d wanna follow

I miss your disapproving glance and your, “No honey no.”

I miss those times that together to your favorite places we’d go.

7) Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Anne, you’re my girl, my honey

I won’t jeopardize your love by doing anything funny

You’re such a magnificent lady

All I want to do is embrace you, baby

All those days without you drives me crazy

My uncertainty of activities to do makes me edgy

I’m glad you didn’t put your feelings for me on the shelf

Otherwise I wouldn’t know a love that loves me more than myself

That is able to make moments spent together a time of bliss

Now that you’re not here I reminisce on the times with you and of you I’d start to miss

Just wanna thank you for what you have given me before you left which was a hug and a kiss

In my life you have been a great gift

Because you are always able to give my spirits a constant boost and a lift

8) The love above all

Moments that I spend with you are always satisfying

The conversations, hugs and kisses are always gratifying

When I play basketball, I have to play good to make it worth while

But times spent with you always leave me with a smile

Computer gaming is an activity that I enjoy to play

But I don’t crave for it like I do for you every moment, everyday

I love (American) football but there are never enough people on the field

But whenever I’m in your presence I’m certain joy is always the yield

I doubt there is anything I could miss or love more

Because you give me happiness galore

Furthermore I know there is more in store

As we write the pages for our journey in life together

It just seems that these memories will be embedded with me forever

You are my 1^st love that gave me my first hug, kiss and everything

Towards my heart it is only bliss that you bring

For that reason I love you more than anything

I love you more than football, basketball & baseball

You are my world; you are my all in all.

9) Epiphany

How does it feel to have a boyfriend that constantly pisses you off?

And upon completion of most of his sentences makes you scoff

How does it feel like to have a boyfriend that fumbles his words constantly?

That results in you staring out the window and drained emotionally

Why is it that I receive the bulk of your tender loving care?

Despite the fact that I make you feel like crying when you felt the trust isn’t there

Why is it that despite the fact that even though most of my statements make you lost

The distribution of your love is such that I receive the most

Do cue me in on why I am a priority that is important

Even though in this relationship I stayed mostly ignorant

I once read a joke

Which some thoughts of mine it managed to provoke

A husband exclaimed, “Why is it that the biggest jerks get the prettiest girls?”

The wife retorted, “Why thank you dear.”

In our relationship I fell this is somewhat I reality, something I fear

But then I realize the best action to take is to say, “thank you” when you receive a present

Not to have false humility and allow the prevailing emotion to be embarrassment

So I embrace you with my arms opened far and wide

You are the calm in the storm that allows my ship in life’s journey to glide

In my life you are irreplaceable and indispensable

I pray that all that I have done for you is acceptable

After all I do need you like a plant needs water and sunlight

Thank you for being such a blessing to me with your sunny disposition and personality that’s bright.

10) Greatest treasure

Anne, you are my greatest treasure

Moments spent with you are always my greatest pleasure

My love for you and the way you make me feel are beyond measure

Your trust in me instates confidence that I never knew I had

Your compassion lifts my spirits whenever I’m feeling sad

That’s why with you there isn’t a moment that I’d frown

You provide me with angel’s wings that lift me whenever I’m down

All this makes me feel like a king going through coronation

I hope I have done all that I can to show my appreciation.